Guilt is the worse feeling in the world!

Ok, so I had the worst feeling of guilt today. I had a mini crossoint with turkey and cheese on it. It was low in points cause it was so small. I ended up getting hungry around 3pm and had a Smart Ones Ziti Pasta to hold me over. We made Orange Chicken and Fried Rice from Trader Joe's for dinner. It was super tasty. The Orange Chicken was 5 points for 1 cup and the Fried Rice was 4 points for 1 cup. It was really good but that is not what I had the guilty feeling for. We had a Board Luncheon yesterday and brought in mini sandwhiches from VONS. We also had cookies. These giant sugar cookies. I ate like 3/4 of one today. I was just craving it like you would not believe. So I bucklede under the pressure. I have no idea how many points it was. I counted 5 points for it. I am hoping that it was not more than that. It was 3/4 or a freaking cookie. I was good the rest of the day. I actually have 1 point left after I just ate my canteloupe tonight. Which was quite yummy and kinda made up for the cookie. Ok, not really... Anyway, I am still feeling very motivated and trying really hard to just do this thing. I am .4 away from 20 pounds, I WANT MY 20 POUND STAR!!!!!!!!!!! I am just trying really hard. I feel like now that I have pretty much 20lbs down, I can do this, its managable. So I am going to keep on keeping on. This weekend will be the real test as that is ALWAYS when I fall down. I go out lots with friends. I eat way too many points. So we will see how it goes and I will update as I can. Have a great weekend everyone!
~Chrissy