Monday Weight In

Ok, so I went Monday and weighed in. I lost .4, at least it was not a gain. I had just been to the gym and drank a bunch of water so I know that was just sitting inside me. Its been nice to be back at the gym, I missed it. I hate going alone becuase I often times want to use the machines but there are nothing but guys over there so its intimidating. So I just go run/walk 2 miles and head home. Oh well. I am hoping to see another loss next Monday. The next two Mondays the meeting is cancelled for the evening meetings because of the holidays. The 930 and 1230 meetings are still on so I am thinking about catching one of those. If anything just to weigh in. Or I might wait til the following week and catch a morning one. My next meeting will be 15 weeks so the one after that, I would like to be with my Monday night group when I reach 16 weeks. With Weight Watchers, you get a reward when you reach 16 weeks of membership. I was hoping that I would be at my 10% goal by 16 weeks but since I still have another 16 pounds to go, I dont thing that will happen in the next 2 weeks. I will sure try tho. Anywho... I will keep you all informed on how I am doing as soon as any new improvements happen. Take care and be healthy,
Chrissy

Weigh In Anxiety

For some reason, I am really scared for the weigh in tonight. I think I did ok. I ate good last week all week. Friday my grandma took me for lunch at the BBQ place. I had a pulled prok sandwhich and sweet potatoe fries. Then for dinner Friday night I had a little bit of pasta and a piece of Rosemary bread. Saturday I started out good with my fiber bar and water, but the brother I went in service with took us to the bakery and that raspberry danish was calling my name and I ate it. Then I went to a late lunch with some friends, I was a good girl, only ate a little til I was satisfied. For dinner my sister made this UBER yummy meal of ceaser salad, fruit salad, chicken, red potatoes, and rolls. The whole thing ended up being 12 points which was awesome!!! But the dessert had to be a lot more than that. My grandma made Hot Fudge Squares, they are so yummy! Sunday I did ok, ate the rest of my lunch from Saturday for brunch and then ate a small amount of pasta last night. So I am anxious to see how I did this week. I feel good and am going to keep a positive attitude about it. Will let you know tomorrow how I did... Ta ta,
~Chrissy

Ups and downs

So there have been a lot of ups and downs on my journey. But about a week ago I kinda had a revelation that "its not worth it". I started looking at food in a new light, although this weekend has been quite a test. I ate out yesterday with some friends and it was an emotional confusing day but I ate like 1/5 of my meal. I was proud of myself. Anyway, so back to my new outlook. I just wanna lose it and want to be sucecssful and feel better. So I just decided two things, one, I am going to try to eat salad EVERY DAY, two its just not worth it. My roommate offered me pizza and I just kept thinking, its not worth it. I went to WW last week and was sure that I had lost SOMETHING. I weighed in and Debbie told me that I had lost 5.2 pounds. YAY!!!!! I was so happy. I have had a few times where I have gained and lost a little. But its been a few steps back, but now I am moving forward. I am hoping that since I did good all week, that the few times this weekend that I ate something a little higher in points, I will still lose soemthing tomorrow. I will let you know how it goes. C-ya...