Back now...

Ok so I dont know if anyone even reads this thing. But I have been gone for some time now. I am so sorry. I didnt realize how long it had been until I looked and for my progress box it said that there was no data cause it had been more than 80 days. Oops, my bad! Well its been a tough road. I have had a lot going on. I have not eaten well, I have not been to the gym, I just had come close to giving up. But I had a talk with myself this weekend and told myself that when my membership expired and I had to cancel cause I didnt have the money, someone bought 10 more weeks for me. Someone spent $130 for me to continue to attend the meetings for another 10 weeks. That means someone believes in me that much. I cant let them down, I cant let their money go to waste. So I started back on track yesterday. I have been counting my points, back at the gym and have a whole new attitude. I really wanna do this. I am tired of being the way I am. I mean, I am happy with myself and I love myself but I wanna be healthy and I wanna be happier. I know that the only way that I can feel better is by being healthier and eating right. Yesterday I DID NOT want to go to the gym, but me and ebizzle talked each other into it and we went toether after work. I went to the WW meeting last night and I gained 2 pounds and so not bad for being away for 3 weeks. I also had just drank a whole bottle of water at the gym and had other stuff going on in my body that could have contributed to that gain. But you know what? In the words of Heidi, I am going to own it and take that number as my mess up. That scale does not lie. And next week, its going to tell me I lost something...

So keep up the good work everyone. I am off to the gym for my lunch breakk. Have a great week and much love to you all!!!
~Chrissy